想念

婆婆，突然想你了．
你好吗？

我？一般啦．还是笨笨的．．．
懒懒的．．．坏坏的．．．

书读的怎样？
哈哈，真惭愧．．．得过且过．．．

健康？　也老了．．

哦，我会好好照顾自己的．．．毕竟二十一了
家里一切正常．．．按照自然定律进行着．．．

我会为他们为自己加油的
放心

再见！！！

words

a tiger never knows why elephant choose vege, and elephant also never know y tiger eat meat...so dun over use ur judgment on others

rain...fill with the sadness of the sky...but the sky make a deal to itself that, after everytime it rain, it will show the sun light...make sure everytime u cry, pls get up and proceed ur life

everyday the sunflower wake up... the first thing they saw was the sun, everyday i wake up, the first thing i saw was the mirror...the sun was the energy source of sun flower...and my energy source was myself...oni me can make my life better

my little story- the pretty princess

one day, i suddenly remember one of my comic novel, i would like share with u here,
hehe, this is the 1st time that i write blog in english...please correct me if i done english language error...

long time ago (i think every fairy tale will start like this is it?), there is a pretty princess, she live in a garden,full with flower in every season including winter...she is really pretty, really really pretty...but she is so small, everyday, she sit on a leaf like a stone, she say nothing and no one know why she always sat at there, is she thinking or waiting? no one knows...

one day,an bee fly across the garden, it saw her sitting at a leaf n do nothing, then the bee fly to her, the bee is impressed by her pretty face, the bee kneel in front of she, and say: oh my pretty princess, u r so pretty, would u marry me? the princess say: dear bee, how high can u flyand how far can u fly? bee:erm, below the roof of house and cannot reach the mountain on the east. princess was dissapointed, the bee try to attact she and say: but i can bring u the best honey to u everyday...when the night is rain, i will by ur side till the other day light is coming..." the princess interrupt and say:"oh my dear, my husband should be a perfect person, he shall bring me the most tressured water drip from the far northen land. i thik u should go back, i m sorry..."

the second day, a pidgion fly over the garden, it was also attracted to the pretty princess, it do the porpose like the bee, the princess ask the same question:" how far and how high can u fly?" the pidgion answer:"i can fly higher than the highest tree in this world and i can fly over the farrest land. and my talent is thing delivery" the princess was so happy that she finally find her idea prince then she say:" if u can bring me the tressured water drip from the northen land. i will accept ur purpose. " "ok"the pidgion answer. then it flew away.

some days has passed, the pidgion haven came back.the princess was still waiting. a fly was landed infront of her and ask why she look sad? princess told the fly everything, the fly shake its head and say:" i think that was a lie. do u think the drip can survive the journey from northen land to here? it could be evapolate already...please don't wait for it, u better marry me because i won't cheat u like that..." after hearing that,she goes mad and kill the fly. she was too angry and cover itself in torns.she hate the pidgion very much.

on the a week after, the pidgion has come back, with the tresurred water drip that princess request...it was very tired, it has flying non stop for 3 days. it landed his tired body just in front of the princess, but it didnot realize that the princess's body has covered by many torns. the torns has step through the pidgion's body...its blood splashed on the princess', she was whole red... princess asked:" why u try to fool me?" the pidgion use his last breath to take the tressured water drip out under his thick feather and said:" is this what u wan?" it dead after those words...

now only the princess knows, the water drip was covered in thick feather to avoid evapolate, she knows how foolish she are, how hurt she are and how she hate herself are...now, she cannot remove those torn in her heart, and cannot wash away the blood on her body...she will always remember her wrong doing forever...

lastly, she name herself as rose..........

沉默的沉醉在黑色的秘密里

凌晨6点，看守校门后，就是自己独自的沉默在自己的房间里。。。
周围的漆黑，我喜欢黑，因为黑是神秘，黑是最秘密的颜色。。。

许多人在小时候怕黑，也有很多人长大了还是怕黑，
无可否认，我小时候很怕黑，就如普通人一样的怕黑。。。
然而黑，每天会有一次，那是看得到的黑。。。
反而生命里的黑，黑。。。。
这种黑。。。该怎么形容？

这种黑，有着普通黑的感觉--害怕，孤独，寂寞。。。
而另一种感觉则是--措手不及，战战兢兢，徘徊不定，进退两难。。。
我真的找不到适合的形容词，该怎么说呢？
对了，生命的黑是无边无际的暗。

坎坷，困难，及考验，是这种黑的根源。。。
我害怕，怕克服不了，怕失败。。。
我怕做错决定，连累自己，连累别人。。。
我怕后悔。。。
我怕对不起家人，对不起朋友，对不起自己。。。
天平座的我，最怕我的生命失去了平衡。。。
我不是很能接受我生命有一点的。。。残缺，污点，或者失望。。。
我需要很长的时间，去。。。。康复，淡忘？
不，我康复不了，忘记不了，我做到的。。。只是催眠自己。
催眠自己那不是些什么，不需太在意，不值得伤心，
应该漠视他。。。算了吧。。。又在逃避。。。
现在我才懂，逃避会带着伤痕，永远的带在身上。。。
自己会叹息，为什么当时会这么做？为什么当时不配合或撑着？
为什么自己会一直在后悔？
这是我的黑。。。

这种黑是我的秘密，你不会懂，你不会了解，
所以当你在乎的人在哭的时候，别说你真的明白他的处境，
你不可能懂，因为你不是他，你只会让他哭得更厉害。。。
前几天，不小心弄哭一位女生，虽然他说不是我的错。。。
不过我却不能为他作些什么，我不知从前的他经历过了什么。。。
可能吃过了超乎想象的苦，所以我不敢说些什么。。。

这种黑，很恐怖，让人耿耿于怀，把不开心的事在黑夜里，
在梦里，不断不断地重复著，所谓的历历在目。。。
好像在地狱中受尽的精神折磨。

不知几时，好像找到了解药----看开。
看开，是不执作，不是逃避。。。
看开，能把这种黑放小，看得东西大了，心情自然会比较清新。。。
接下来就是把那小小的黑解决掉。。。
有时候，黑比较大些，人会自然的忘了看开，而作出一些奇怪的事。。。

活了二十多年，经历过的黑，也数不完。。。
也不想去数。。。这是看开，还是逃避？
到现在，我还不会分。。。
我不知道我到底会不会分，因为有时候会看不开。
我。。。。只是个普通人。。。
很普通，很普通的。。。怪人。

最近，好像喜欢上了这种---黑。。。
喜欢他够神秘。。。很盼望做了决定后的未来。。。

喜欢静静地，沉默地，沉醉在，我的黑。。。。

your eye, ear, and mouth

the eye on the sky....cant see through my heart....
the eye on your face...cant see what you nid to see...

the ear of elephant....cant hear my voice when wind is blow...
the ear on your head....cant hear what what you nid to hear...

the mouth of a whale....cant speak what it meant to say...
the mouth under your nose....can you make sure only the truth it will tell?
can you make sure the thing you tell is true?
do you confirm your word is true before you speak it out?

faithful to yourself and people around you...

mmk power...wish you healthy always...

久违的东海岸雨季

小时候的每一年年尾，
会有熟悉的季候风，

带来了滋润，
也带来了麻烦，

小时候喜欢，
因为雨是我生命的泉源。。。
下雨的时候，我最清醒，最诗意，
是另一个境界的我。。。
最强的我。。。

今年没那么的喜欢，
是我骄傲了吗？
是我不需要雨了吗？
还是雨抛弃了我。。。

小雨啊小雨。。。我爱你

女人曾经留下深刻的话2

有一次,跟最最最要好得朋友闹僵了
...瞬间全部朋友离开了我...
...瞬间什么事情都不想做...
...瞬间想离开这里...
...我要离开...
...写了最后一篇...

...哭了几个星期...
...勇敢面对他们...
...歉也道过了...
...他们说我逃避...
...你们避开原谅我的念头...
...逃避的是你们...

...拨电回家...
...妈妈说...
...什么事情都好...
...一定要在心里...
...留个让自己释怀的空位...

...想了想...
...你对...
...我太执着了...
...妈妈,爱你...